101409: Normal.

I kind of wish I were normal sometimes. With the whole, sleeping thing. I think I would function perfectly if I could sleep the afternoons away and work at night. The only thing is that most people don't do that. It's not... "normal."

I have no doubt in my mind that I would be a straight A student if I could sleep from the moment I get home from class to whenever. Wake up and just do work until I go to class. Repeat. Perfect formula for straight A's, iff you are Christine Nguyen.

I'm now torn at a point in my life: fuck the status quo and just do what I gotta do (sleep during the day) or try to condition myself to be normal (sleep at night) and do my work at what would be considered a reasonable time. I mean, it'll do great damage to my social life. But God, I would be healthy and doing good in school. It's a tough one, because it'll set me up for the rest of my life...

In the mean time, I JUST now found my motivation at 2:35 in the fuckin' morning, like a week too late. So in 4 hours, I'm going to wake up in full-work mode and just rip holes in all my assignments. Not literally, of course. Figuratively.

It's raining outside. Late night/early morning rain is my favorite. During the day rain, not so much. But tonight, I'm going to stare out my window watching and listening to the rain sing me a lullaby to sleep :). Goodnight, world. Status quo, here I go.